beejfu: (book learning)
B to the Double E J F U....jesus, I can't spell ([personal profile] beejfu) wrote 2020-07-06 09:45 pm (UTC)

Re: Text - when he's got his communicator back

Oh, I think she likes me. Most people think I'm funny, and that gets them to like me.

I think I'm also an idiot to think she could ever love me.

Jesus, Stringbean. She...

[he sighs, trying to come up with the words]

She knows about me, about how that word affects me. She knows how much I love her, how I'd do anything for her. We weren't even talking about anything serious and then everything fell apart.

Guess I wasn't expecting it to hurt that much, is the thing.

Saw the message she left, apologizing not for wrecking my heart but for some weird shit her face-twin got up to. Then wants to party. I'm still reeling from helping to save Rosie and Jasper telling me she hates me and you and your Stringbean adorableness getting through our first fight and she just wants to summon me like nothing's wrong.

I could have killed her.

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